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Dear Diary, Jk. Yes i know its been a really long time since i came to blogger and posted...
And this will probably be my last, incredibly long, meaningful (maybe not) and final post.
I hardly use blogger anymore so yea... Wonder if anybody still comes here though O-O.
Well I don't care. I making this last mutha-firetr(uck)ing post and no one ain't gonna stop me for shit.
But before that. Lets Review a few of these Pics...
Which...are meaningful to me...
And Appeals to me alot :)
This is a pic i made using photoshop..
This pic is my DP for my phone currently..
This pic,is my fav... Another Awesome Pic...
For your info, this is so NOT WHAT I DO WHEN I'M EMO. FAGS!
This was how it feels like when i was still with Star ._. and After i broke up with her ...
This was....i don't know how to explain. Words are nothing compared to feelings. Its not that i wanted to do it, but it just hurts. I just don't know why, and i don't wanna know. It sucks to keep thinking about it and know at the end of the day......
Argh.Fucking.Hell. Forget it. I'm living my life to the fucking fullest till i go up to heaven. Loved Ya, FUCKING LOADS. :{. T-T. Its as simple as that i guess :).
ALMA SAYS HI!
This should become a MUTHA FUCKING SPORT! Mutha-Fawking CARE PACKAGE. No regrets though~ Beautiful. No other comment.
My favourite~ BAD ASS HERO :) No Comment. And then there's this...the one who gave me one of my most amazing memories.i don't wanna talk about it.I feel guilty everytime i think about it. But, I don't wanna know anything about it now.
I STILL HAVE ALOT FUCKING MORE. But seriously i can't be bothered putting more. So tired right now. I still got a camp tomorrow. Haven't packed things. lol. NO. GENESIS,EPIC,J3n3sis,JUSTIN,NEO, YOU WILL FUCKING GET THROUGH THIS. Somehow. I know i would :) To be honest. I don't know why. I'm always so confident. LOL. ok, NOW FOR SOME EPIC QUOTES.
As a wise old man once said, The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step..
What are words? If you don't mean them when you say them?
I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.
It's kind of fun to do the impossible.
Be nice to people on your way up because you met them on your way down.
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.
Everything has been figured out, except how to live.
Sanity is a madness put to good uses.
Silence is argument carried out by other means.
There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle
You can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid the consequences of avoiding reality.
Do or do not, there is no 'try'.
As usual, there's still freaking loads. But i'm putting all these for now.
Alright... Its now... 12:30am. K.I'm making a speech here so shutdafuckup. lol jk. k... i'm gonna do it like now. k. Here we go. "NERVOUS".
Firstly, i wanna thank my parents, even though they were sometimes a jackass to me, i can't change the fact that they are my parents..so yea. I also would like to willingly thank those dicks who does shit to me, thanks,not for your doings, but for what i learnt from you,and all the shit that you do. It made me a better person,and i see the world more clearer now. I also would like to unwillingly thank those perverts,fakes,sluts,whores and pedos out there.Hope you get AIDs. I also, would like to thank blogger, apparantly for no reason. I also would like to thank facebook. Sorry Blogger, it replaced you. And, last but not least. I would like to thank, those who have been through with me till now or not .. really thank you peeps loads, i learnt alot. Without you(s), i would never have gotten till here so far.All those times i've needed you(s), you've been (or WAS) there for me . Really. Thanks. Alot. I love you peeps.Words can't express how grateful i am. And to the rest, thanks for being here (even if its just this post) . ~ Its 12:46am now. I really don't know what else to type about. there's not much for me left in blogger. Time to move on. You peeps, who are always emo and depress, should move on too. get on with your life. Live life to the fullest.
Crush Crush Crush,Faint By Linkin Park And Paramore (Mashed Up)
Crush,Crush,Crush Crush...(2,3,4!) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact That everybody can see these scars I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you To just believe this is real So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal this damage anymore Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
If you want to play it like a game Well, come on, come on, let's play Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute
They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this
I won't be ignored
Hear me out now You're gonna listen to me like it or not Right now, hear me out now You're gonna listen to me like it or not Right now
Rock and roll, hey Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now? I need something to sing about Rock and roll, hey Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now? Give me something to sing about
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than...more that this.... No, oh -------------------------------------------------------------------
Come On! You gotta admit the song is AWESOME! Well anyways, its been a while since i posted, i was tired,k? and lazy =X. well today i completed the game prototype in just2 DAYS!
In normal difficulty =P.
it was hard,the last boss i need to retry like...
5 times? LOL.
Arh well.
Changes In School: Form Teacher:(Maths) Mr Lim <Justin> (NO KIDDING DUDE,HIS NAME IS REALLY JUSTIN)
Subject Changes:D&T>History: Forget what name liao.
Geography>Home Econ:Miss Crystal Blablabla.
Summary:
I kinda hate Mr Lim cos his quite...
something,LOL.
well idk,i shouldn't hate him,
cos his a good teacher,i guess?
Arh well.
home econ teacher is okay i guess.
partly like Mr Lim.=X.
History teacher,idk =X.
On To Today's stuff,
blablabla,
YOUTH DAY!,
Time check now,8:57pm =(.
I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL! =(.
arh well.
so woke up today at....8-9am? forget what time liao.
use com,played prototype,completed it.
downloaded Swat 4.
then played a little bit of it,
kinda hard =(.
then played some modern warfare 2 & Bad Company 2.
yea yea yea yea i'm not enjoying my life,
cos i'm STARING AT A SCREEN,
And its not good for my eyes.
arh well,i don't really have a choice.
Anyways,yea my life is boring.
sian tomorrow got school.
got grooming check tomorrow,
i need cut a little bit of my hair at the back.
well,once i'm done with that,
I should be fine.
i should be able to pass the inspection,
i guess?.
Next on the to-do list,
pack bag,
bath,
breathe,
whatever.
Time Check Now Is...9:03pm.
arh well.
^w^ Xinying
L§K™
Thursday,3rd June 2010
Thunder By Boys Like Girls (<3) Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the linesI tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone, I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder ----------------------------------------------------
Okays, firstly, this photo was taken on Tuesday,1st june 2010, I ASPIRE Camp At YCSS '2010, Group 1 Yup I was in Group 1 ^^,
well i was actually interested in something else in YCSS though,
that's why i went ^^.
But Still,Those friends up there...
Rocks! =D.
2nd day(Wednesday,2nd June 2010) of the thing was quite....erm....
tiring?
oh and i had an epic fail too on that day >.<.
Arh well nvm.
the first day was great though =D.
Thursday ,3rd June 2010
Yup It was Boring... but i killed my time by changing my blogskin... cos i figured out that if people use internet explorer and come my blog, my blog would look messy, but still, whatever, i changed it. Whole Day used com, played Jet Set Radio Future, a very old game for Xbox, its still fun though. blablabla. time check: 11:31pm. still using com 0.0. Miss You,Real Badly and Terribly, Thinking About you all the time >.<
<3Xinying
L§K™
Monday,31st May 2010
Secret Valentine By We The Kings Soft kiss and wine What a pretty friend of mine
We're finally intertwined
Nervous and shy
For the moment we will come alive Tonight
Secret valentine We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's for nothing at all
Lay down, be still
Don't worry talk they will I'll be loving you until
Morning's first light
Breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight Secret Valentine
We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girlstart suddenly shaking inside
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's for nothing at all
Nothing at all When guilt fills your head
Brush off rise up from the dead
This is the moment that we will come alive Brace yourself for love Sweet love, secret love
We'll write a song that turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes We'll hope it's for nothing at all (We'll write a song) That turn's out the light(turn's out the light) When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time (Nothing At All) Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes(Nothing At All) We'll hope it's for nothing at all Nothing at all ---------------------------------------------------------------
Sunday,30th May
Blablablablabla, Lets get on to asia conference okay? W453 XD Taking Pics With my new phone -.-
The Epic Ending Of Asia Conference 2010,City Harvest Church At Expo sorry about the sound,it was too loud so couldn't record any of it, anyway i suggest you mute your computer before watching this video. Yup It was crazy, Wendy was crazy, Tristanwas super High LOL. Anyways, Damm Tired, Staying late at night nowadays, hoping she will go online >.<. Arh well. Dying And Rotting. Text or msn me soon lehs >.< T^T Miss You
^w^ Xinying
L§K™
Shut Up By Simple Plan There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you
You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me
It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down
There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do
You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not
You're always there to point Out my mistakes And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be And don't try to tell me what's right for me Don't tell me what I should do I don't wanna waste my time I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up ----------------------------------------------------------------------
Ahh.... Another Awesome Song dedicated to The Father.... Woke up at 7+ today, prepare go swimming.... blablabla, finally my freestyle swimming corrected ler =). After that went to eat lunch with brother,cousin,uncle and auntie. i ate wanton noodles.... blablabla... uncle fetch us to nearest MRT(Harborfront) at mrt brother say he want go cheers(A store something like 7eleven) buy something.. i brought 2 packets of Nachos =D. okay so blablabla. reach back home. NOTHING TO DO. SUPER BORED TO DEATH MAN!. I kept looking at the sky. and i thought of the song:I believe i can fly. what the hell! yea i was imagine loads of stuff,mind going the wrong way. then idk why i lie down on the staircase and cover my face with my shirt! LOL.siao. yea lah damm bloody bored lah. den at 6+ start to use com. Now just ate dinner,and using com. I Miss You >.<1 day never talk to you and i feel like dying liao =X
I want to thank all those friends,who has been with me for so long... Who has been going out with me... Talking to me... Spending time with me... Hanging Out with me... I feel very honored and grateful for you people to be in my life... Thank you loads, You All ROCK! Without you,i would'nt have reached till here, Thanks
=3Xinyinggg
L§K™
Cobus-The Great Escape By Boys Like Girls Paper bags and plastic hearts All are belongings in shopping carts It's goodbye But we got one more night Let's get drunk and ride around And make peace with an empty town We can make it right
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives It's so good to be by your side But we'll cry We won't give up the fight We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs And they'll think it's just cause were young And we'll feel so alive
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight ---------------------------------------------------------------------
Heys~ yup super bored and warm these days~ >.< Woke up at 7am today as usual~ first period was english . Boring. Next was P.E. Teacher nvr come! XD Free Period =) then we boys keep asking the relief teacher about ns(National Service) stuff. he told us he was some sort of pioneer~ the one who puts mines and removes mines. got 2 type of mine. one is anti personnel(for killing people) and the other is anti tank(destroying tanks,DUH) yeaa. he say until dam scary. LOL. then he told us can make handmade grenades,can put whatever u wan in the grenade. eg; he told us that got this cap he don't want he put inside,then throw the grenade, the cap fly LOL.Explode. then next was recess. spent my time at library~ then was geography. got my geo results~ 67/100!!!!!! 3 MORE MARKS TO A2 WHAT THE HELL T.T. then was chinese~ teacher bring us go library. then at library free period. suang~ Aircon. then was D&T. got back results, 34/50. all so means 34/50=68/100 2 MORE MARKS TO A2!!! WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. at 1:30 maths teacher come in. give us maths paper 2 results. the whole paper, i get 74/100!!!!! 1 MORE MARK TO A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS. After that,homed! =D. MYE PAPER SUMMARY English: 50+(50-55)/100(>.<) Maths: 74/100(1 MORE MARK!) Science: 55.5/100(>.<) Chinese: 34/100(expected) D&T(Design And Technology): 34/50(68/100(2 MORE MARKS!!)) Geography: 67/100(Unexpected+(3 MORE MARKS!!)) Arh well.
=3Xinying
L§K™
.When You're Gone By Avril Lavigne.(AMAZING SONG) I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
We do miss people don't we? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Super Awkward Day And Another Great Day With My Friends. Woke up at 7am.As Usual. Go school. first period was science. i got back my Science MYE. It was 55.5/100. Terrible yea i know. Next was maths. Got back Maths Paper 1. 41/60. Not bad i guess. i need to at least get 29/40 to get an A2! DAMM IT. i'm so gonna get 29. Next was English. Got back the results. Total Overall. I think its 53.Lucky pass. I'm like, 10-15 position in class for english. Or maybe top 10,I don't know. English that hard? Arh well. Next was chinese. I challenged Awyong,Su Ming,Rendall and Boon Chun(AGUA) see who can get the lowest for chinese paper. in the end,Su Ming win. DAMM IT! he got 30/100 for overall. I got 34/100 for overall. Awyong I think he pass. Boon Chun idk,but i know he score higher than me. Rendall i think score lower than me. but the point is. SU MING WON AND I DIDN'T! DAMM IT! After that teacher tell us copy some stuffs from newspaper. Waste time.. after that went back home. bathed. Prepared to go out to safra like i planned with Ding Wei And Zi Hao. i reached there the earliest,i think at 1:50. suppose to reach there at 2pm. then in the end rain. so Ding wei and zi hao delayed until 2.30pm then come safra. while i sitting at there loitering around waiting for them -_-. okay so we went to LAN of course. then the person tell us it was full. DAMM IT!wasted so much time. then we decide go eat first. ate at JP,KFC. blablablabla. After eat,we decide go geh poh LAN. we took taxi there. when reach the lan, the shopkeeper sae, if not 16 cannot come in, WALAO. super waste time. take bus back to jp. then we at there walking around,no idea what to do. then we decided,go ding wei house =D. blablabla. i played his com, while ding wei and zi hao played xbox 360. then soon while playing they dk why come in the room. then there was this helmet in the room. they go an put it on my head and take pic, i didn't know mah, was playing. WTH. then there was this toy sword, ding wei was like putting on my hand,making it look like my hand is about to be cut, then they took pic of it oso! OMG. so in the end got bored of the com. went out of the room play with them xbox 360. was playing with zi hao a racing game. and i won XD. then ding wei challenge me, then i cheated, then he bang my car until overturn, then i catched up with him, won again XD. then we played HALO 3. Suppose to be playing Co-Op. but Zi Hao Keep on tk me. wth. blablabla. after that,it was quite late liao. so we went out, go jp, ate steam boat XD. then after that we all went home. Homed =). Bathed again, use com. then skype with Ding Wei And Zi Hao. Zi Hao was prank calling man OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. but it was damm funny lor, i was laughing like mad. then came the awkward moment and stuff. now just posted this post. time checked: 1.55
:3Xinying
L§K™
Saturday, 11 June 2011
Dear Diary, Jk. Yes i know its been a really long time since i came to blogger and posted...
And this will probably be my last, incredibly long, meaningful (maybe not) and final post.
I hardly use blogger anymore so yea... Wonder if anybody still comes here though O-O.
Well I don't care. I making this last mutha-firetr(uck)ing post and no one ain't gonna stop me for shit.
But before that. Lets Review a few of these Pics...
Which...are meaningful to me...
And Appeals to me alot :)
This is a pic i made using photoshop..
This pic is my DP for my phone currently..
This pic,is my fav... Another Awesome Pic...
For your info, this is so NOT WHAT I DO WHEN I'M EMO. FAGS!
This was how it feels like when i was still with Star ._. and After i broke up with her ...
This was....i don't know how to explain. Words are nothing compared to feelings. Its not that i wanted to do it, but it just hurts. I just don't know why, and i don't wanna know. It sucks to keep thinking about it and know at the end of the day......
Argh.Fucking.Hell. Forget it. I'm living my life to the fucking fullest till i go up to heaven. Loved Ya, FUCKING LOADS. :{. T-T. Its as simple as that i guess :).
ALMA SAYS HI!
This should become a MUTHA FUCKING SPORT! Mutha-Fawking CARE PACKAGE. No regrets though~ Beautiful. No other comment.
My favourite~ BAD ASS HERO :) No Comment. And then there's this...the one who gave me one of my most amazing memories.i don't wanna talk about it.I feel guilty everytime i think about it. But, I don't wanna know anything about it now.
I STILL HAVE ALOT FUCKING MORE. But seriously i can't be bothered putting more. So tired right now. I still got a camp tomorrow. Haven't packed things. lol. NO. GENESIS,EPIC,J3n3sis,JUSTIN,NEO, YOU WILL FUCKING GET THROUGH THIS. Somehow. I know i would :) To be honest. I don't know why. I'm always so confident. LOL. ok, NOW FOR SOME EPIC QUOTES.
As a wise old man once said, The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step..
What are words? If you don't mean them when you say them?
I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.
It's kind of fun to do the impossible.
Be nice to people on your way up because you met them on your way down.
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.
Everything has been figured out, except how to live.
Sanity is a madness put to good uses.
Silence is argument carried out by other means.
There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle
You can avoid reality, but you cannot avoid the consequences of avoiding reality.
Do or do not, there is no 'try'.
As usual, there's still freaking loads. But i'm putting all these for now.
Alright... Its now... 12:30am. K.I'm making a speech here so shutdafuckup. lol jk. k... i'm gonna do it like now. k. Here we go. "NERVOUS".
Firstly, i wanna thank my parents, even though they were sometimes a jackass to me, i can't change the fact that they are my parents..so yea. I also would like to willingly thank those dicks who does shit to me, thanks,not for your doings, but for what i learnt from you,and all the shit that you do. It made me a better person,and i see the world more clearer now. I also would like to unwillingly thank those perverts,fakes,sluts,whores and pedos out there.Hope you get AIDs. I also, would like to thank blogger, apparantly for no reason. I also would like to thank facebook. Sorry Blogger, it replaced you. And, last but not least. I would like to thank, those who have been through with me till now or not .. really thank you peeps loads, i learnt alot. Without you(s), i would never have gotten till here so far.All those times i've needed you(s), you've been (or WAS) there for me . Really. Thanks. Alot. I love you peeps.Words can't express how grateful i am. And to the rest, thanks for being here (even if its just this post) . ~ Its 12:46am now. I really don't know what else to type about. there's not much for me left in blogger. Time to move on. You peeps, who are always emo and depress, should move on too. get on with your life. Live life to the fullest.
Crush Crush Crush,Faint By Linkin Park And Paramore (Mashed Up)
Crush,Crush,Crush Crush...(2,3,4!) Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact That everybody can see these scars I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you To just believe this is real So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do Face away and pretend that I'm not But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored Time won't heal this damage anymore Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
If you want to play it like a game Well, come on, come on, let's play Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending Than have to forget you for one whole minute
They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies They taped over your mouth Scribbled out the truth with their lies You little spies
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than this
I won't be ignored
Hear me out now You're gonna listen to me like it or not Right now, hear me out now You're gonna listen to me like it or not Right now
Rock and roll, hey Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now? I need something to sing about Rock and roll, hey Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now? Give me something to sing about
Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone Just the one two of us who's counting on That never happens I guess I'm dreaming again Let's be more than...more that this.... No, oh -------------------------------------------------------------------
Come On! You gotta admit the song is AWESOME! Well anyways, its been a while since i posted, i was tired,k? and lazy =X. well today i completed the game prototype in just2 DAYS!
In normal difficulty =P.
it was hard,the last boss i need to retry like...
5 times? LOL.
Arh well.
Changes In School: Form Teacher:(Maths) Mr Lim <Justin> (NO KIDDING DUDE,HIS NAME IS REALLY JUSTIN)
Subject Changes:D&T>History: Forget what name liao.
Geography>Home Econ:Miss Crystal Blablabla.
Summary:
I kinda hate Mr Lim cos his quite...
something,LOL.
well idk,i shouldn't hate him,
cos his a good teacher,i guess?
Arh well.
home econ teacher is okay i guess.
partly like Mr Lim.=X.
History teacher,idk =X.
On To Today's stuff,
blablabla,
YOUTH DAY!,
Time check now,8:57pm =(.
I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL! =(.
arh well.
so woke up today at....8-9am? forget what time liao.
use com,played prototype,completed it.
downloaded Swat 4.
then played a little bit of it,
kinda hard =(.
then played some modern warfare 2 & Bad Company 2.
yea yea yea yea i'm not enjoying my life,
cos i'm STARING AT A SCREEN,
And its not good for my eyes.
arh well,i don't really have a choice.
Anyways,yea my life is boring.
sian tomorrow got school.
got grooming check tomorrow,
i need cut a little bit of my hair at the back.
well,once i'm done with that,
I should be fine.
i should be able to pass the inspection,
i guess?.
Next on the to-do list,
pack bag,
bath,
breathe,
whatever.
Time Check Now Is...9:03pm.
arh well.
^w^ Xinying
L§K™
Thursday,3rd June 2010
Thunder By Boys Like Girls (<3) Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
I'm holding on to something and I do not know why I tried
I tried to read between the linesI tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know, whoa
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone, I don't know
And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
Today is a winding road
That's taking me to places that I didn't want to go, whoa
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder ----------------------------------------------------
Okays, firstly, this photo was taken on Tuesday,1st june 2010, I ASPIRE Camp At YCSS '2010, Group 1 Yup I was in Group 1 ^^,
well i was actually interested in something else in YCSS though,
that's why i went ^^.
But Still,Those friends up there...
Rocks! =D.
2nd day(Wednesday,2nd June 2010) of the thing was quite....erm....
tiring?
oh and i had an epic fail too on that day >.<.
Arh well nvm.
the first day was great though =D.
Thursday ,3rd June 2010
Yup It was Boring... but i killed my time by changing my blogskin... cos i figured out that if people use internet explorer and come my blog, my blog would look messy, but still, whatever, i changed it. Whole Day used com, played Jet Set Radio Future, a very old game for Xbox, its still fun though. blablabla. time check: 11:31pm. still using com 0.0. Miss You,Real Badly and Terribly, Thinking About you all the time >.<
<3Xinying
L§K™
Monday,31st May 2010
Secret Valentine By We The Kings Soft kiss and wine What a pretty friend of mine
We're finally intertwined
Nervous and shy
For the moment we will come alive Tonight
Secret valentine We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's for nothing at all
Lay down, be still
Don't worry talk they will I'll be loving you until
Morning's first light
Breaks tomorrow
I'll take care of you tonight Secret Valentine
We'll write a song
That turns out the lights
When both boy and girlstart suddenly shaking inside
Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes
We'll hope it's for nothing at all
Nothing at all When guilt fills your head
Brush off rise up from the dead
This is the moment that we will come alive Brace yourself for love Sweet love, secret love
We'll write a song that turns out the lights
When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time
Speed up your breathing
Just close your eyes We'll hope it's for nothing at all (We'll write a song) That turn's out the light(turn's out the light) When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time (Nothing At All) Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes(Nothing At All) We'll hope it's for nothing at all Nothing at all ---------------------------------------------------------------
Sunday,30th May
Blablablablabla, Lets get on to asia conference okay? W453 XD Taking Pics With my new phone -.-
The Epic Ending Of Asia Conference 2010,City Harvest Church At Expo sorry about the sound,it was too loud so couldn't record any of it, anyway i suggest you mute your computer before watching this video. Yup It was crazy, Wendy was crazy, Tristanwas super High LOL. Anyways, Damm Tired, Staying late at night nowadays, hoping she will go online >.<. Arh well. Dying And Rotting. Text or msn me soon lehs >.< T^T Miss You
^w^ Xinying
L§K™
Shut Up By Simple Plan There you go You're always so right It's all a big show It's all about you
You think you know What everyone needs You always take time To criticize me
It seems like everyday I make mistakes I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down
There you go You never ask why It's all a big lie Whatever you do
You think you're special But I know, and I know And I know, and we know That you're not
You're always there to point Out my mistakes And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one You love to hate But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be And don't try to tell me what's right for me Don't tell me what I should do I don't wanna waste my time I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up Don't wanna hear it Get out, get out, get out Get out of my way Step up, step up, step up You'll never stop me Nothing you say today Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Bring me down {shut up, shut up, shut up} Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up ----------------------------------------------------------------------
Ahh.... Another Awesome Song dedicated to The Father.... Woke up at 7+ today, prepare go swimming.... blablabla, finally my freestyle swimming corrected ler =). After that went to eat lunch with brother,cousin,uncle and auntie. i ate wanton noodles.... blablabla... uncle fetch us to nearest MRT(Harborfront) at mrt brother say he want go cheers(A store something like 7eleven) buy something.. i brought 2 packets of Nachos =D. okay so blablabla. reach back home. NOTHING TO DO. SUPER BORED TO DEATH MAN!. I kept looking at the sky. and i thought of the song:I believe i can fly. what the hell! yea i was imagine loads of stuff,mind going the wrong way. then idk why i lie down on the staircase and cover my face with my shirt! LOL.siao. yea lah damm bloody bored lah. den at 6+ start to use com. Now just ate dinner,and using com. I Miss You >.<1 day never talk to you and i feel like dying liao =X
I want to thank all those friends,who has been with me for so long... Who has been going out with me... Talking to me... Spending time with me... Hanging Out with me... I feel very honored and grateful for you people to be in my life... Thank you loads, You All ROCK! Without you,i would'nt have reached till here, Thanks
=3Xinyinggg
L§K™
Cobus-The Great Escape By Boys Like Girls Paper bags and plastic hearts All are belongings in shopping carts It's goodbye But we got one more night Let's get drunk and ride around And make peace with an empty town We can make it right
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
Tonight will change our lives It's so good to be by your side But we'll cry We won't give up the fight We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs And they'll think it's just cause were young And we'll feel so alive
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight
All of the wasted time The hours that were left behind The answers that we'll never find They don't mean a thing tonight
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway
Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape We won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die Cause we are finally free tonight ---------------------------------------------------------------------
Heys~ yup super bored and warm these days~ >.< Woke up at 7am today as usual~ first period was english . Boring. Next was P.E. Teacher nvr come! XD Free Period =) then we boys keep asking the relief teacher about ns(National Service) stuff. he told us he was some sort of pioneer~ the one who puts mines and removes mines. got 2 type of mine. one is anti personnel(for killing people) and the other is anti tank(destroying tanks,DUH) yeaa. he say until dam scary. LOL. then he told us can make handmade grenades,can put whatever u wan in the grenade. eg; he told us that got this cap he don't want he put inside,then throw the grenade, the cap fly LOL.Explode. then next was recess. spent my time at library~ then was geography. got my geo results~ 67/100!!!!!! 3 MORE MARKS TO A2 WHAT THE HELL T.T. then was chinese~ teacher bring us go library. then at library free period. suang~ Aircon. then was D&T. got back results, 34/50. all so means 34/50=68/100 2 MORE MARKS TO A2!!! WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. at 1:30 maths teacher come in. give us maths paper 2 results. the whole paper, i get 74/100!!!!! 1 MORE MARK TO A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS. After that,homed! =D. MYE PAPER SUMMARY English: 50+(50-55)/100(>.<) Maths: 74/100(1 MORE MARK!) Science: 55.5/100(>.<) Chinese: 34/100(expected) D&T(Design And Technology): 34/50(68/100(2 MORE MARKS!!)) Geography: 67/100(Unexpected+(3 MORE MARKS!!)) Arh well.
=3Xinying
L§K™
.When You're Gone By Avril Lavigne.(AMAZING SONG) I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were, yeah All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok I miss you
We do miss people don't we? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Super Awkward Day And Another Great Day With My Friends. Woke up at 7am.As Usual. Go school. first period was science. i got back my Science MYE. It was 55.5/100. Terrible yea i know. Next was maths. Got back Maths Paper 1. 41/60. Not bad i guess. i need to at least get 29/40 to get an A2! DAMM IT. i'm so gonna get 29. Next was English. Got back the results. Total Overall. I think its 53.Lucky pass. I'm like, 10-15 position in class for english. Or maybe top 10,I don't know. English that hard? Arh well. Next was chinese. I challenged Awyong,Su Ming,Rendall and Boon Chun(AGUA) see who can get the lowest for chinese paper. in the end,Su Ming win. DAMM IT! he got 30/100 for overall. I got 34/100 for overall. Awyong I think he pass. Boon Chun idk,but i know he score higher than me. Rendall i think score lower than me. but the point is. SU MING WON AND I DIDN'T! DAMM IT! After that teacher tell us copy some stuffs from newspaper. Waste time.. after that went back home. bathed. Prepared to go out to safra like i planned with Ding Wei And Zi Hao. i reached there the earliest,i think at 1:50. suppose to reach there at 2pm. then in the end rain. so Ding wei and zi hao delayed until 2.30pm then come safra. while i sitting at there loitering around waiting for them -_-. okay so we went to LAN of course. then the person tell us it was full. DAMM IT!wasted so much time. then we decide go eat first. ate at JP,KFC. blablablabla. After eat,we decide go geh poh LAN. we took taxi there. when reach the lan, the shopkeeper sae, if not 16 cannot come in, WALAO. super waste time. take bus back to jp. then we at there walking around,no idea what to do. then we decided,go ding wei house =D. blablabla. i played his com, while ding wei and zi hao played xbox 360. then soon while playing they dk why come in the room. then there was this helmet in the room. they go an put it on my head and take pic, i didn't know mah, was playing. WTH. then there was this toy sword, ding wei was like putting on my hand,making it look like my hand is about to be cut, then they took pic of it oso! OMG. so in the end got bored of the com. went out of the room play with them xbox 360. was playing with zi hao a racing game. and i won XD. then ding wei challenge me, then i cheated, then he bang my car until overturn, then i catched up with him, won again XD. then we played HALO 3. Suppose to be playing Co-Op. but Zi Hao Keep on tk me. wth. blablabla. after that,it was quite late liao. so we went out, go jp, ate steam boat XD. then after that we all went home. Homed =). Bathed again, use com. then skype with Ding Wei And Zi Hao. Zi Hao was prank calling man OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. but it was damm funny lor, i was laughing like mad. then came the awkward moment and stuff. now just posted this post. time checked: 1.55
L§K™♂,
First Cry 16 April,
Currently in HKSS,2n1'1010
Euphonist
Innocent
Emo
VERY Weak
Sad
Bored
Fast
Caring
Considerate
Sensible
Loves
That computer
That psp
That book
That Peace & Silence & Creepiness
That ♪♫
That Ipod
Those Friends ♥Her♥
Wishes,Wants
ProtoType Desktop,
Laptop, More Time With Her, Phone Upgrade,
More Time With Friends,
Fast Internet Connection
Time Machine,
Black Tees,
Heaven,
Truth,
This is a pic i made using photoshop..
This pic is my DP for my phone currently..
This pic,is my fav...
Another Awesome Pic...
For your info, this is so NOT WHAT I DO WHEN I'M EMO. FAGS!
This was how it feels like when i was still with Star ._. and After i broke up with her ...
This was....i don't know how to explain. Words are nothing compared to feelings. Its not that i wanted to do it, but it just hurts. I just don't know why, and i don't wanna know. It sucks to keep thinking about it and know at the end of the day......
ALMA SAYS HI!
This should become a MUTHA FUCKING SPORT!
Mutha-Fawking CARE PACKAGE. No regrets though~
Beautiful. No other comment.
My favourite~ BAD ASS HERO :)
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And then there's this...the one who gave me one of my most amazing memories.i don't wanna talk about it.I feel guilty everytime i think about it. But, I don't wanna know anything about it now.
